February 15th, 2006
I am terrified to get married because I have no father to give me away.
Posted by joaning at 05:26 AM | raise your hand
February 14th, 2006
happy hearts day
dont forget condoms are cheap! buy them!!
and to those in the philippines, dont forget motels are full!! hahhaa
Posted by joaning at 05:19 PM | raise your hand
February 10th, 2006
libangan
before i watch brokeback mountain..
bitten from em
1. What is the middle name of the first person you ever slept with?
i honestly dont know
2. What kind of underwear are you wearing and what color?
white with pink blue stripes
3. What is the song you want played at your funeral?
any coldplay song
*Where is ..4?
5. What would your last meal be before getting executed?
cafe breton crepes
6. Beatles or Stones?
Beatles.
7. If you had to pick one person on earth who should die, who would it be?
one is too few my friend
8. Beer, wine, or hard liquor?
beer and liqeur
9. What is the thing most important to you about the opposite sex?
humor
10. What are your plans for the future?
business condo a new vehicle mba teacking career i gotta lot of plans
11. If you could have any super power what would it be?
like prof x read minds
Where the F is ..12?..
13. How many drinks does it take to get you drunk?
depends on the drink 2 adios mutherfuckers apparently
14. Where is Jimmy Hoffa?
i dont know ask me again later
15. Hair color you most like someone you're dating to have?
im only into asians
16. If you had to be blind or deaf?
deaf cuz its curable
17. Do you have any psychiatric problems?
i may have
18. Siblings that should go to rehab?
me
19. Least favorite month(s)?
the months that i am in america
20. Favorite hateful thing to do to someone?
hack their email hahahaha
21. First movie you can remember seeing as a kid?
inday and the golden bibe mwahahaha
22. Favorite person in the whole world?
my tita ne
23. When's the last time you went on a date?
two nights ago
24. Do you like violent movies or dirty movies?
both at the same time haha
25. Fall or spring?
fall
26. Person you most wish you hadn't made out with?
ooo too many to mention ( parang autograph book)
27. Would u fuck the person who posted this?
umm no we have a platonic relationship hahaha
28. If you weren't straight, what person of the same sex would you do it with?
angelina jolie
29. Where do you want to live when you are old and brittle?
still in manila
30. Who is the person you can count on most??
my tita she's my rock
31. If you could date any celebrity past or present, if time and age are not factors, who would it be?
brandon boyd mos def and christpoher reeves in somewhere in time
32. What books have you pretended you've read?
the communist manifesto hahaha
33. What's a word you would use to describe your life?
torn
34. Favorite drinking game?
drink til you drop
35. What did you dream last night?
that i was in new orleans reading my schoolbooks
ok time to go watch gay cowboys
Posted by joaning at 06:35 PM | 2 raised their hands
February 8th, 2006
para makauwi ako sa july or aug
i need to save at least 300 per month
plus bills sa bahay
plus utang kong sandamkmak
plus my tfc ang gma ( na ikakabit na sa wed yebahh sa kajologan!! )
plus my celly and gym subs
putah.. wala na ko maiipon kahit kelan..
grrrr...
Posted by joaning at 08:37 PM | raise your hand
February 3rd, 2006
sometimes I take things for granted.
but I lie awake in the middle of the night thanking God and my lucky stars for each and every one of my family, my friends, my acquaintances, every single person that has crossed my path.
it's at night when I am most grateful of my life.
sometimes I feel like writing my own eulogy, because no matter how many people know me they cannot possibly know all the aspects of ME. only I know that. maybe I'll start writing it right now.
Posted by joaning at 06:15 AM | raise your hand
January 30th, 2006
back to hell..
i've been back for about 34 hours now. it's surreal after living there for over a month. haay kahit ano talagang sabihin nila sa pilipinas pa rin ako titira.. i try to pretend that i like it here pero wala talaga eh.
i've got ducks in a row but still parang ang tagal, makes me wanna just fly back home and runaway from all the fucking bills and responsibilities.
i saw most of my friends, pero saglit na lang. Our lives ( actually their lives ) got in the way.
i miss my family, i really really really really wanna be with my family.
it hurts so much that it physically aches.
Posted by joaning at 04:28 AM | 1 raised their hands
September 28th, 2005
alas tres bente singko ng hapon
meron akong tendency na pag nagka significant other ako eh my whole world will do a 180. lahat ng gimik hinto. or maiiba na ang nature tapos unti unit ill see less of my friends. di naman sa kinakalimutan ko sila. gusto ko lang talaga ibuhos ang panahon ko sa isang tao lalo na sa mga unang buwan o taon na magkasama kami. tapos pag may nangyaring di inaasahan ( or inaasahan din ) at biglang mawala ang SO, ayan na balik na naman sa transition mode. hanap na naman ng pupuno sa malaking space na naiwan ng gago.
hay. i miss my friends i really really do.
i miss my kalyo sa daliri sa kakatext maghapon or telebabad ng sobrang tagal.
namimiss ko na ang humalakhak as in LOL LOL talaga.
december ill be back and i will make the most out of it.
hell maybe i'll even stay there for a month or so para talagang sulit.
tingnan lang natin kung may pera pa ko nun.
feeling ko ngayon di naman ako masyado nasaktan eh.
naiintindihan ko naman talaga yung ginawa nya.
pero feeling ko im obligated to teach him a lesson.
men should really really learn a thing or two.
at kung pwede akong makatulong para matauhan ang kahit isa lang sa kanila eh mas mabuti.
Posted by joaning at 02:16 PM | raise your hand
September 22nd, 2005
countdown
i've been back approximately 90.5 hours ago.
a lot has happened within a week or two. life changing ones too.
0.5) flew mabuhay class.. wow sarap talaga
1.) something ended. an overdue overplayed drama.
2.) saw my family, got down and dirty in divisoria.
3.) got insight on new businesses to put up. need the moolah.
4.) saw our new house. almost cried i could literally see my blood sweat tears on the walls.
5.) felt like my heart was going to explode with sadness.
6.) went back to warm embraces
7.) got a brand spanking new IPOD NANO!! at libre pa.. hahaha
8.) felt overwhelmed with jet lag and sadness again
9.) went to work and QUIT MY JOB!!!
10.) starting to organize my life. taking control finally
11.) not really looking for a job. trying to concentrate on having my own little empire.
12.) the door is finally starting to crack open to my future. FINALLY!!
13.) I swear I have to start saving money or investing it in something other than plane tickets.
Posted by joaning at 01:04 PM | raise your hand
September 16th, 2005
i did something horrible but i can't really say i feel all that bad about it.
call it repayment a year and a half overdue
Posted by joaning at 10:18 AM | raise your hand